Man’s Search for Meaning …Woman’s Search for Hair

I

I am

I am looking

I am looking for

I am looking for hair

I know it may seem ridiculous that I, a cancer patient, a recent chemotherapy recipient, have already started to look for new hair growth on my mostly bald head.  But the truth is I am doing just that.

It has been only one month since I had my last chemo infusion so I know it is unlikely that my hair will have started to grow back yet.  Still, here I am in front of a mirror each day (sometimes more than once a day) trying to figure out if my hair has started to return to my head.

I did not lose all my hair so there is some hair on my head and it is of different lengths.  As a result, I find it hard to know if the shorter hairs were there before chemotherapy or if they are part of my new post-chemo growth.  Only time will tell.

Meanwhile,

I

I am

I am still

I am still looking

I am still looking for

I am still looking for hair

Change, Grow, Evolve

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